Friday, December 2, 2011

aerobic bersama di dataran merdeka

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


alhamdulillah aku baru je selesai menjalani satu program anjuran Kementerian Pelancongan Malaysia, iaitu program Tarian 1 Malaysia yang berlansung di Dataran Merdeka. frankly speaking, this is my first time i was here since 19 years of age.hehe. budak kampung katakan.


aku join program ni pun setelah diajak oleh kawan2. (nadiah, ati, nabilah, adila n mazlifa) so, pukul 6.30 pg tadi kitorang gather kat bawah gv to wait 4 the bus. hari ni memang 1st time kot bgn awal on weekend-special for this program. kononnya bas dtg amek kitorang pukul 6.30 la kan.. last2 bile dah cerah tu baru la bas sampai. hampeh betol. =.=' 


so, we arrive there at 8 something kot. tak ingat. waktu kitorang sampai tu memang dah ramai gile orang. 16ribu kot join program ni (kitorang wakil fakulti pergigian USIM). kebetulan lak time tu rosmah baru sampai. then we take breakfast n get ready 4 aerobic. lawak kot kitorang ni macam xtau sgt cane tarian tu. just follow the instructor. ye la.. orang lain memang pegi latihan b4 this, tp aku ni baru smalam tgk cd tarian tu. mana la tahu sgt kan. ade macam2 tarian yg kito buat. china, india, zapin, sabah, dan byk lagi laa.. tarian paling best yang macam zombie tu.haha. teruk bebenor gayanya. :P aerobic tu tak lame pun. tapi best sbb everyone was doing that.we enjoyed ourselves there and that's what matter. "1 Malaysia. Malaysia boleh".


ramai gak pelancong ade kat sana. diorang pun join kitorang aerobic. ade yang amek2 gambar kitorang. overall memang best la. then, we take a break n ade cabutan bertuah. tapi xde sorang pun dari kitorang yang bertuah. kesian kan? haha. lepas tu ade persembahan nyanyian dari arrora n zamani. time tu dah tak ramai orang sbb lpas aerobic tu ramai yang dah prepare utk balik. kitorang balik dalam pukul 10.30. sbg rakyat Malaysia, honestly, rasa syukur sangat2 sbb negara ni damai je dengan kaum yg pelbagai.alhamdulillah..


p/s : lagi suka kalau tgk orang Islam yang join program tu sama2 memartabatkan agama kita mengikut ajaran al-Quran. aerobic while wearing scarf for the girls. why not ? 1 Islam. Islam is the way of life. peace! (:

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

aku terperangkap dalam lif ?

huhh.. macam suspen je kan bunyi?
haha, memang pn. petang tadi first time kot spanjang duk kat pandan for almost 3 month ni aku terperangkap dalam lif. sbelum ni pernah je dengar orang cakap2 pasal lif selalu tersekat kat sini. tp kali ni aku sndiri yang experience. agak cuak la kan. tapi nasib baik aku bukan sorang2 kat dalam tu. time tu ada aku, kakak, lala, 2 orang staf pompuan n sorang abg senior (kakak cakap tu s*** die. sbb abg tu macam ehem2 aku) ;P. kami kat tingkat 15 waktu tu, otw nak balik naik bas. nak diceritakan kisah kami waktu tu, everything seems to be okay when we just entered the lift. n aku memang tak expect pun yang lif tu akan rosak. lif tu bunyi macam dah gerak, n aku mmg dapat rasa yang lif tu gerak. tapi buruk bebenor bunyinye.bunyi lif yang agak terkejut jugak la bagi orang yang tak biasa guna lif usim. but then still buat dunno je.sbb memang slalu lif kat sini buat hal. kadang2 gerak lambat, kadang2 laju sangat. ok, pastu tetibe lif tu macam stuck je kat situ. still kat tingkat 15. abg senior tu dah tkan tingkat 17, xjadi. tekan tingkat 2,9, 10 pun xgerak gak (waktu tu pintu lif memang tutup).  pastu tekan button utk bukak lif, pun tak dapat. time tu aku dah start cuak.tp buat2 brani je sbb ade ramai kat dalam tu. pastu abg tu tekan loceng. (but i don't think that it can function well). staf yang sorang tu dah start call pak guard kat bawah, tp line xde lak. aku macam tak tau nak buat apa. 1st experience kan.. aku tengok je ape orang buat. tak lama pastu abg tu try bukak pintu lif tu ngan tangan die. aku risau gak kot2 waktu die nak bukak tu lif tu tetibe jalan ke.. tak lame pastu, alhamdulillah pintu lif tu dpt buka gak. tapi terkejut kot aku tengok lif tu dah naik sparuh. abg tu cepat2 jump out. kami yang lain pun same2 laa.lagipun tkut lif tu tertutup balik. bahaya kot. last2 kami turun tangga je dr tingkat 15. memang tak brani dah nak naik lif lagi waktu tu. CUAK! :0


p/s : ni experience TERBAIK buat aku. buat abg senior yg comel tu, tq selamatkan kami. ;P
nak jadi kuat macam abg tu. next time kalo jadi camtu lagi, bole bukakkan pintu lif sndiri.heheh. 

Monday, November 28, 2011

awak pun adik saya :)

saya teringin sangat nak jaga awak betul2, sbb awak sama macam saya. kita manusia biasa je. selalu buat salah. dan manusia x pernah dan x akan sempurna. kita sama2 anak perempuan sorang dalam keluarga. we are the princess ;D

awak, saya kagum dengan awak. sbb saya kenal awak yang dulu dan awak yang sekarang. saya kagum dengan perubahan awak. dan saya memang yakin awak mampu berubah. sbb kita ada satu pegangan iaitu agama.

awak, kalau boleh saya nak ada di samping awak, dengar luahan hati awak. sbb saya tahu banyak kesulitan yang awak lalui dalam hidup awak. saya kagum dengan awak. awak kuat. awak masih boleh senyum dan mampu lakukan perubahan ke arah kebaikan sedang hati awak masih lagi kesedihan.

awak, maaf kalau selama ni saya selalu sangat membebel kat awak. mungkin awak bosan. tapi niat saya cuma satu. saya nak sangat tengok awak kembali pada awak yang asal. saya nak sangat awak jadi lebih baik dari saya. saya teringin dan selalu nak nasihat awak. sbb awak dah macam adik saya. saya xde adik perempuan. tapi dengan adanya awak, buatkan saya rasa macam awak satu-satunya adik perempuan saya ada, yang perlu saya jaga sebaiknya.

awak, saya harap awak mampu kekalkan perubahan baik yang awak dah lakukan tu. dan saya harap saya dapat perbaharui apa yang terkurang yang ada pada diri saya. moga ukhwah kita berada di landasan yang benar keranaNya.

awak, be strong, ya? insyaAllah saya akan selalu doakan awak dan keluarga. semoga dilimpahkan kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat. sesungguhnya hanya Allah yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hambaNya. tawakkal dan doa, itu yang penting. saya sayang awak, Siti Nur Fazlin Badli Shah. (:

p/s : syukurlah dengan apa yang kita ada. jangan suka memandang hina pada insan yang kita tidak tahu akan hati budinya. nasihatlah selagi mampu. sesungguhnya amar makruf itu yang terbaik. sama2 kita mendapat redhaNya. ameen..

terima kasih kakak. (:



bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
dah lama giler x update blog. rinduuu ;P
tetibe hari ni tergerak lak tangan nak bukak blog sendiri yg dah lama menyepi. tu pn gara2 baca blog org lain.tgn ni mcm gedik je nak menulis.hee


entry kali ni pasal seorang yang saya sayang. (dan waktu ni dia ada kat sebelah saya-tengah melayan fb kot?)


nor shazleen a.k.a kakak sy kat usim, kalo kat kelas smua tau kot. umur kami sama je. tapi gedik je sama2 nak panggil kakak. saya sayang kakak saya.


dia baik. dia penyabar. dia caring. dia pandai jaga hati saya. dia tahu banyak tentang saya. dia selalu dengar masalah saya. dia banyak ajar saya. dia bijak. ramai orang suka kawan dengan dia. yang paling penting, dia buat saya rasa macam saya ada kakak. ;') 


mungkin orang nampak pelik bila kami terlalu rapat. orang boleh cakap apa2 je. mungkin ade yg pandang kami negatif, kami sabar je. sbb kami tahu, kami kawan kerana Allah. kami ketawa, kami sedih sama2. kami akan selalu ingat Allah. sbb kami takut friendship kami tak kekal lama. saya suka kawan dengan kakak. sbb dia faham perasaan saya.


kami kenal baru je taun lepas, waktu tamhidi. bile dah dapat sama2 continue degree kat pandan ni, our friendship become closer. dan paling best, kami dapat 1 rumah. pagi2 kami gerak ke fakulti sama2 (kakak selalu tunggu saya utk ciap2). time selfstudy kami study kat luar kelas sama2 sbb tu feveret place kami, kadang2 kami shopping kat giant kat bawah tu, ptg2 kami baca al-Mathurat sama2, malam2 kami study sama2 (sambil makan campbell). kalo orang yang selalu tengok kami, dorang mesti cakap kami suka buat drama. agaknya kalo start dari awal2 kitorang kenal, mesti dah beratus ratus episod dah kot.hehe. memang pun. bukan drama sangat, tapi kitorang selalu nak mengalah. kakak selalu buat baik sampai saya xsempat pun nak buat baik kat dia. xfair kan? dia murah hati. saya sayang kakak saya. :')


1 yang best tentang kakak, she know how to care for me when i am stress. she is the only one who can make me smile during my exam. frankly speaking, tak pernah pun dalam hidaup saya, saya tenang time nak exam. selalunya saya akan stress gila2 sampai tak mampu pun nak senyum. tapi 1st time waktu exam 2nd sem tamhidi, saya rasa macam cool giler nak masuk dewan exam. b4 exam tu kitorang selalu study sama2. when i was stress during the study, she would say, "kak..tak apoo.. kakak bulehh.." hee. i miss that word. :')
alhamdulillah after all, i got 3.75 for that exam. alhamdulillah meningkat 0.3 dari sem1. waktu sem 1 tu saya xrapat sangat ngan kakak. study pun sorang2. masuk exam pun stress bagai nak gilaa. tp sekarang alhamdulillah.. 


mama cakap, "tu lahh.. kakak keno kawe nga ore hok tenang. sbb kakak ni cpt stress." betul cakap mama. sekarang i try to learn something good from kakak. she knows how to handle me & i'm trying to learn how to handle myself. terima kasih kakak.


kakak, saya tau awak baca entry ni. saya mintak maaf banyak2 kalau saya ada sakitkan hati awak. i hope that our friendship will last forever. bukan setakat taun ni je. tapi utk selamanya. sbb awak seorang kakak untuk saya. may Allah bless us. saya sayang awak. terima kasih kakak. :')


p/s : moga Allah bagi jodoh yang terbaik utk kakak sbb dia dah terlalu baik utk saya. 
#mood tangah jeles tengok ramai student kawen awal ;P

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

my life. aku versi sekolah rendah.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim..


7 tahun di sk kubang kerian 1
(6 tahun da belajar dengan bebudak year 1+ year 1 untill year 6 = 7 tahun)
alhamdulillah slalu dpt duk klas first dlm 1 batch. kelas caring.hehe


frankly speaking, aq bukanlah budak yg bijak mcm budak2 lain. sbb walaupun dah DUA taun menjadi pelajar darjah 1, tapi rasanya jarang dpt markah 100 for exam. stakat dpt A dengan B je. huh.. =.='
time darjah 2-4, prangai memang gile2. suka buat lawak bodoh. pakai tudung tapi keluarkan telinga kat lua. mcm bodoh je kan? haha, yes, that was me. langsung tak tahu malu. :P


darjah 5, this is the time when i started to change. kalo dlu2 buat lawak bodoh, skrg dah tak lagi. minat dlm bdg nyanyian membuatkan aq rasa bertambah meced. haha, time tu femes dgn af. kat skola, selalu wat consert sndiri ngan kawan2. nuyu, nadia n zhafirah. we r best friend. yes, we r. :) 
haa.. ni nak start cite camne minat menyanyi tu bleh ubah diri aq yg dulu nya xbrapa nak waras, terlalu kebudak-budakan kpd aku yg bertambah meced.
time year 5 ni aq join program doktor muda. (cikgu ckp utk sesiapa yg berminat nak jd doktor, tapi time tu aq xde cita2 pon ;P)  program ni involve student pmpuan ngan laki year 5. time tu kitorang ade pertandingan bakat, satu group doktor muda join. cikgu cakap, group kitorang perlu buat dikir barat ape ntah. tak igt. tapi lagu die cam ni haa.. 
............lenggang lenggang kangkung, kangkung di tepi paya.... (pastu diiringi nasihat kat blakang uh smbil2 tpuk tangan mcm dikir barat, lembut gile, xrock mcm dkir barat pn)
dikir barat? ye ke? pelik betol bunyi nya. =,='
pastu satu hari tu sorang cikgu laki ni nk ubah lagu tu, nk nk jadikan versi dkir barat yg lembik tadi tu kpd the real dikir barat. hmm..ditakdirkan aq memang lemah bab2 menepuk serentak ni.. pastu cikgu tnya,
 "sapo sini sogho sedak?" senyap. "sapo sini panda nyanyi?"
then, semua pandang aq. haissyy.. ape pasal dorang uh? aq punye la mengelak. tetibe esoknya, cikgu nk jumpa, cikgu suh aq nyanyi lagu dikir barat yg dah tertulis kat kertas. aq nyanyi mcm biase je la.. mcm time aq nyanyi dpn kwn2. pastu cikgu ckp,
"ok, awok jadi tok jogho."
TOK JOGHO? gapo namo?
haha, aq mmg tak tau istilah tu. tp di sbbkan pertandingan tu dah tak lama. tggl bbrp hari je, nak tak nak, aq pn merelakan diri jd 'tok jogho' tu. lagipun aq fail bab2 tepuk tgn uh. time practise paling best. mcm klas menyanyi je.. smua kena sbut betul2, 
do re mi fa so la ti dooooooooooo...........
aq slalu kena tgur dgn cikgu time sebut ni,
aaalaaaaaa ewaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... (guna suara dalam)
aq sebut bunyi cam ni haa..
aaaleeee ewaaaaaaaaaaaa...
haha. best kot tringat zaman2 jadi tok jogho dlu. :P


practise punye practise2, last2 alhamdulillah dpt no 3 dlm pertandingan bakat tu. yg no 1 x igt skul mana yg dpt. tp die pnye persembahan gymnastic je. jeles gile kot. kitorang bukan main susah buat lirik lagu nk kasi ade nshat sbg doktor muda (padahal lirik cikgu buat), diorang senang2 buat gymnastic da dpt no 1. huhh.. tp ape pn, happy jugak la sbb dpt harumkan name skola. lagi2 membuatkan aq hepi sbb aq the only girl yg jadi tok jogho.haha. peliks. org laki just maen percussion je., awak2 kat blakang aq tu smua pompuan.
setel bab dikir barat. tetibe plak ramai yg hantar2 surat kat aq. (budak laki laa bg ayat2 nk ngorat) n tetibe je aq jadi mcm org lain. riak smacam. :P 


then, lpas tu slalu je cikgu pggl aq utk buat prsembahan dkir barat kat skola. slalu ad practise ptg2. skali tu aq prnh kena marah dgn papa sbb tak nak pergi tahfiz (time tu ade xam kat tahfiz) smata-mata nk practise utk prsmbhan dikir barat utk sambut kdtangan skolah mane ntah. lagipun time tu aq demam. sbb tu papa xbg join. cikgu dah ckp awl2, kalo tak sihat, bg la dkt abg senior yg jd 'tok jogho'. tp aq tak nak.. aq nak jugak join dkir barat tu. last2 ni lah yg paling memalukan. waktu nk buat 'show' tu,tibe2 aq lupa lirik.haha, memang MEMALUKAN. org ramai pandang je aq. aq plak sengih kambing je.. last2 aq tibai je apa yg klua kat otak aq nih.haha. tu la akibat tamak. (nasihat utk diri sndiri) :P

ni kisah year 6 pulak, aq dpt sorang kwn baru yg mmg hot. tak pasal2 aq terus berubah dan berubah. 
prnh satu mase uh, ckgu offer aq utk join tarian. kalo tarian ni.., memang sah2 la tak pakai tudung. pastu kwn baru aq ni plak suh aq join die buat tarian mcm af. lompat sana sini.tak pakai tdg, pakai kain key je. sdgkan time tu aq dah meced. mula2 aq tolak, tp die pujuk. last2 aq punye bodoh time tu, aq pegi umh die buat latihan. tp alhamdulillah time tu smue prmpuan yg ade kat umh die. aq tak gtaw mama ngan papa pn pasal nk join yg kwn aq punye tu.. tapi last2 bile dah dkat2 nk buat prsmbahan tu,(tinggal beberapa hari je) arwah cikgu math aq meninggal sbb skit jantung. Al-Fatihah..
dan disebabkan kejadian tu, semua persembahan di cancelkan. fuhh..selamat aq drpd buat dosa. time tu aq rasa syukur sgt2, sbb aq tau hati aq tak nak buat tarian mcm tu.. tapi aq sedar yg aq terlalu mudah terpengaruh. best friend aq yg gile2 dlu, smua aq tinggalkan sbb time tu aq tiba2 jadi 'hot'. jahat kan?
k lah, stakat tu dlu. nanti nak smbung aku versi sekolah menengah lak.


penutup sekolah rendah : alhamdulillah dpt 5A UPSR

Friday, May 27, 2011

kanak2 premature 5USL 2009. XD

pangkah bulat. gila2. XP

yg ni xde markah. permulaan sblm kami wat contest 'conteng2' haha

mijah punye biox.haha XD

ni mijah pnye lukisan, markah penuh : 439.9

zhafirah punye. markah penuh : 563

aq punye. markah penuh : 568.33

ni aijan punye. markah penuh : 474.3

gambar2 tersebut ialah hasil kerja tangan faizan radhiah, hamizah ab rahim, zhafirah nur hasya siti norhasanah hassan. 

haha, gilaks!


lawok ah bile teringat balik jaman2 form 5 dulu. orang laen baca buku, kami conteng buku.haha,
pastu yg tak tahan nyer.., gi kacao orang yg tengah study sbb nk suh dorang bagi markah utk hasil kerja kami. 
mcm budak xbrapa nk matured.muahaha, XD
tp, best gilerr.. 
rase cam nak buat lagi, conteng2 buku, pastu bg orang laen bg marks.hahahaha


***utk kalian yg sudi menconteng buku keramat saya, saya rindu kamu sgt2. muaxx!!

potret burukku.


akibat keboringan, saje nak tayang potret2 lamaku.haha. bluek! =,='

princess flavia? lukisan time form3 kot..

duke michael? haha, memang xreti lukis gmba laki.failed!

gamba sape ni?? adess, haha XD

hehe X)

dats all.. yg laen xtaw duk ane. da ilang. n sekarang ni da pencen lukis2 potret. org cakap, lukis potret tak elok kan? hmmm.. sdey.. ;( k lah, maw blah dlu. nak tmn mama jln2. daaa ~

Thursday, May 26, 2011

otak aku pink. haha, XD

hari tu mama kemas2 buku kat bawah. pastu tetiba jumpa kertas exam aq mase drjah 1 dulu.haha. lawak gile tgk tulisan jaman2 aq budak mentah dlu. pastu, adik2 aq nk pinjam kertas tu, dorang check2, pastu gelak kat aq. hampeh btol.haha, then, tetiba je..

" eh, kak kak, ce tgk ni.." 

..muka depan..

..inside..

haha, baru aq prasan knp aq suka sgt name tu dr kecik. memang dr drjah satu lg otak aku dah berwarna pink bila tgk name uh. smpai jwb xam pn salah.haha.

then, tadi aq lak yg smbung kmas2 buku. pastu aq jumpe kertas2 ni. 

exam kot..haha. gilax.

shahana tetiba. ngeks,

siap bg amaran kat diri sendiri b4 bukak soalan.haha, XD

xigt ni essay mase form brp, tp time exam laaa..

bende ni aq letak ats meja study kat skola.haha,

ni nota dalam buku yg agak burok. XP
kesimpulan: otak aq pink dengan name tu. XP
ape pn, alhamdulillah smua oke2 je slama aq blaja ni.. credit to org2 yg dah byk bg smgat kt aq. luv ya! (:

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

oh lelaki gila!

ni kisah semalam.
kena kejar ngan mamak gila!
alkisah nyer camni.. aq ngan mama otw nk blik kg. mama drive. sebelum smpai kg, igt nak singgah bli goreng pisang kat pasir tumboh. pastu kan.., tetiba je mase kat selekoh, ade sorang mamak 'gila'. memang gilerrrrr, sebab bonceng moto mcm tgh mabuk.die tgh dgr lagu kot.joget2 atas moto smbil sengih sorang2.dah la bwk moto laluan salah.orang ke depan, die opposite lak. memang sah gilaaa! pastu..kan mama nak masuk selekoh, mesti aa masuk laluan untuk masuk selekoh tu.tp jln tu sempit cz ade bas yang entah kenapa tersadai kat situ. laki td lak patutnya berhenti la bg laluan kat kitorang (dah memang laluan kitorang pun!). pastu die lalu jugak kat sebelah keta mama. die mcm tersepit antara kereta mama ngan bas tersadai kat tepu uh. tp die xjatuh pn, tergesel pn tiak. ntah kenapa die tetiba naek angin, die pusing balik moto die pi kejar aq ngan mama.memang pecut gila die bwk moto. gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! takot gila aq. tp mama wat rilex je..cz mama dah fkr budak tu nk duit sebenarnya. dah tu cepat2 mama masuk kat stesen minyak caltex cz kat situ rmai orang. kalo mama terus je pi bli goreng pisang, rasenye memang dah gaduh kot.. pastu tetiba je.. "GANGG!!" mamat gile uh sepak pintu kereta yg side mama. die mnyumpah gila2 kot. tangan uh xabes2 tunjuk2 kat kitorang smbil marah2. (aq rase die marah gila sbb xdpt nak sambung joget kat ats moto uh) aq diam je.. cpt2 suruh mama kunci pintu. cuak kot! yg xtahan nyer, mamat tu memang xmalu. kat dpan keta kitorang ade orang tgh kemas2 keta die kat bonet. org tu tgk pelik je..haha. pastu tetibe aq dgr hon. then mamak tu blah. tp sblm blah uh, aq tgk je mulot die yang tgh bebel uh. tp xdengar sgt cz cermin tak bukak.nampak mcm org gile tgh marah sorang2. tp aq rase die ade ckp,

"siap mg!!

pastu aq pandang kat sebelah. ade pak cik ngan mak cik dlm keta mcm tanya something. rupanya pak cik ngan mak cik nk tolong..

" bakpo nga muto tadi? napok plek jah. kure ajar molek. kito mari nok tulong jah.. budok tu bowok muto pn xdok no plat."

see.. memang sah orang gilaaa! sebelum selisih ngan mamak gila tu, aq prasan die pakai bju uitm. tp rasenye die curik kot baju tu. mula2 aq nmpak mcm waras dgn bju yg die pakai uh. rupanya otak dah xbetol. geram aq! 

pastu mama kol papa sbb nk suh ambik iman kat skolah cz memang dah xsempat nk pi amek. pastu story2 sket pasal cite td kat papa. then, papa suh balik. so...,xjd la balik kg. kesian. :(

hm..., sekarang ni aq bimbang gak kalo2 die cam kreta mama. takot die ade plan lain lak..adess, tp xkisah la kot, Allah ade.. maybe ni satu pengalaman. alhamdulillah xde pape jadi. n kpd pak cik ngan mak cik yg dah tolong kitorang tu, tanx byk2. rasenye kalo pak cik ngan mak cik tu x hon mamat uh, tatau ape jd kat kami. maybe mamak tu nak duit. muke mcm orang dadah je. 

THE END.

lastly, pengalaman semalam tu membuatkan aq semakin cuak nak drive. tanaaakkkkk!! 

Saturday, May 21, 2011

essay zaman muda. XD


Tadi en.. aq kemas2 kertas n buku time form4 n form5 dulu. Hajat di hati nak bawak pi recycle. Xnak la buang macam tu je.. kalo nak bako kang, kcian plak kat bumi. Aq kan pencinta alam. muahaha, XD
Time kemas2 tu, tetibe je jumpe satu kertas essay aq dlu2. Kertas draft je.. essay yang betul2 nyer xtau duk ane.hee.. pastu aq bace la kan.. tergelak sorang2 teringat jaman muda2.  then, tiba2 rasa gatal tangan je nak taip kat blog ni.hahaha XD. Walaopun essay ni macam ntah pape je, cara tulis pn cam budak form1 (xmatured + banyak gile kesalahan) tp aq suke gak baca. So, kawan2, kalo sudi, baca laa.. aq copy yang ori. (draft) so, memang kesalahan bahasa terok gilaa! XP

SMILE
               It all started when I was thirteen years old. My family and I had to face the world without any wealthy just as before since my father’s business had bankrupted. We suffered in poverty especially when my father got heart-attack. Since that, my mother had to work as a rubber tapper to support our family. My life being upside down after all this had happened. I could not eat any delicious foods, read expensive books and even to have fun with my friends anymore! No one wanted to be my friend when they knew about the incident. As a result, I become a silent person, demoralized and lost my happiness. 
           I still remembered, when I was a form four student, I got a new classmate. He was so outstanding, many girls chasing after him. His smile was so sweet that could make the whole girls in my class stopped breathing. While I was so normal and poor compared to them, nobody cared about me. However, when the class was about to start, the sweet guy suddenly asked to sit beside me. I was quite surprised but as the chair was blank, I just nodded at him, allowing him to sit there.
             “Hype, my name is Shah, and..what is your name?” The guy started his talked, smiled and shook his hand to me. I felt uncomfortable to talk with him as I knew that girls did not like me to be friend with him. At my first sight, I thought he was arrogant, but I was truly wrong! He did not care about my family background as a poor native. He had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm and careful. He was such a good person that I was always missed him! 
               I had told him about my story of becoming a poor people, how my family and I had to face the world and how my friends treated me after suffering in poverty. One day, when I was not going to the canteen for recess, I suddenly remembered of my mother who was struggling so hard to support my family. Never did I know that Shah heard my cries. He went to me and asked me for what had happened. Then I told him everything.
             He raised my hand and calmed me down. I felt relieved when he gave me support and convinced me with words that could boost my spirit to have my pasted life back. He asked me to smile and said that smile could relieve stress. He always did it whenever he had problems. He also challenged me to succeed in life so that I could change my family’s life. Starting from that day, I always tried to smile eventhough there was bad things happened to me. I never thought that my sad story would be the start of our relationship. We had become best friends and always helped each other in studies. We loved Biology subject and always studied about it together.
                 Fortunately, we were both got straight A’s for SPM examination. I got a scholarship from MARA and pursued my study in Island, while Shah pursued his study in United Kingdom. Before leaving, he advised me, “Hannah, I am not a good counselor to you but I hope you can keep my advice to smile. Just remember, whatever happens, think positive and you will be calm.”He smiled and that was the last words and smile that I got from him.
              After years, I had successfully become a brilliant doctor and managed to change my family’s life. We had our life back, while my mum did not have to work anymore. I was in cloud nine that my dream came true. I used to smile whenever I was in trouble during my life in overseas. Since I was already 28 years old and still single, my mother suddenly told me that she wanted to meet me with a guy and she really hope that the guy would be my husband. I was very shocked with her decision and added it as my burden. I did not want to marry yet! To be honest, I still dream of having the rest of my life with my crush and also my counselor, Shah. I was shattered. However, since I was her daughter, I could do nothing and obeyed her. Remembering of Shah’s advice, I smiled to my mother and tried to think positively. 
             At once I met the guy that my mother had told me, I was very surprised that he was the guy in my dream, Shah! He had changed a lot excepted for his smile. The sweet smiling was still the same, always made my heart melt!  On the spot, Shah proposed to me in front of my mother, “Dear Hannah, will you marry me..the guy that had been waiting for you since you were in year six?”
I was quite shocked. What did he meant? My mind suddenly darted with questions. I was waiting for his explanations.
            “If you still remember, I was the dowdy and poor boy who used to stare at you outside the gate of your luxurious house. It was when we were both six years old. I love to see your face when you were smiling while playing with your friends in the ground. You had my late mother’s smile. I missed her so much, so I took the opportunity to peep you outside of your house for every evening.” Shah explained to me calmly.
              I suddenly remembered the incidence when I always mad on a boy who was my neighbor. He looked weird that I hate him so much. I remembered how I chased him from the gate and asked him not to come to my house anymore. He was too dowdy and he would embarrass me in front of my friend. I was too arrogant at that time!
Shah continued to talk.
          “I know everything about your life before you had told me. Actually my father had a good job after we had suffering for a long time. I mean, in the mean time your family was enjoying the life. I was very happy that I could meet you again in my new school. And..you know what? I asked you to smile..as I want you to do just like what I have done, when I was on your foot..and..when I was been chased..”
           I felt so guilty and my eyes could not stop crying. Quickly I put my finger into his lips to stop his sentences. I really hate to remember the incident and hope that it would be a lesson to me, not to be arrogant and of course I should be more generous and thankful with everything that I had.
         “Never say that again dear.. I’m yours now.”
THE END :)

Monday, February 7, 2011

campus!

hari ni bawak laptop, so bley la nk membebel kat sini.
hm..khamis ni quiz bio. adoi..byk lg xbace. bace pn xfhm. =.='
hr ni lak preparation utk presentation mukhayyam nanti.
smpai mlm lak tu.
kompem ltey kot. haih. T.T
ni mc lin duk tpi aq nih.
bguh la bdop ni.. duk wat report writing. aq? pemalas.haha ;D
till then, bubye!

Thursday, February 3, 2011

last night (:

smlm adik2 kesayangan sy dtg umah. miss dorang sgt2.hee
credit to my papa, en. hassan bin zainudin kerana sudi masakkan mee walaupn tgh dmam..hee
credit to my mama, pn norani bt abdullah kerana sudi buat mcm2 utk hepikan adik2 kakak. (:
credit to him, safwan shah kerana sudi drive kreta utk datang n bwk adik2 sy ke rumah. :P
credit to my sista, siti nurfazlin, my brothers, faris shah, sulaiman shah, amir shah kerana sudi datang. :D
i miss u all damn much!!
hope dpt jumpe korang lagi.
nk peyot amir ngan iman lg. budaks yg comel! hehe.
hopely all of u dtg lg nxt time.
imy,ily.. :)

love,
kak ana.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

mama papa sakit. T.T

adoila..
ni smue ujian Allah.saba je laa..
mama skt pinggang. susa nk gerak.
ntah nape tah..
skt yg xtawu mane tmpat yg skitnye..
hm..papa lak demam..
cian papa..
umi kak lah pn skit.
skrg kad wad.
haih..ramai btol org sakit.
mlm ni ade buat tahlil kat umah.
terpakse gak papa ngan mama lupekan skt dorang
nk penuhi hjt tok ayah.
hm..hrp2 Allah bg kekuatan kat my parents. :(


saya takot tgk tv *.*

Seriusly, sy mmg takot n benci tgk tv

sbb tv, mate sy skt.

Skt tgk maksiat dpn mate.

Rancangan kt tv skrg dah mcm xterkawal

Baik English story @ Malay punye..lebih kurang je dua2 tu.

Tkt sy tgk..

Pmpuan2 skrg dah hlg maruah.

Langsung xtawu malu.

Org2 yahudi tu mmg xleh wat ape dah..

Mslh skrg ni.. orang Islam..

Pakai baju mcm telanjang.

Dedah sane sini..

Ape yg dorang nk sbnarnye?
puas tgk laki tergila2 kt diri tu?

Kalo xpakai tdg tu pn sbnarnye dah slh..

Tp dorang ni xpuas hati.

Smue nk tunjuk..

Mcm la pompuan lain xde..

Cantik sgt ke kamu?

Eu….otak ade, tp xpndai gune.

Sdih kot..hmm

Sy sbg pmpuan ni ok lg kalo stkt tgk korang dedah ape yg halal utk sme2 pmpuan..

Mslhnye, kami yg pmpuan ni terpakse jaga mata nk tgk korang..

Ade yg pakai bju je..atas paha..

Ape kes? Nk tunjuk2?

Bukak ah smue.. sng crite..

Tnjuk kat smue org ape yg korang ade..kan senang?

Jadi demo kt org lain.

Yg plg pliknye…

Mane iman dorang?

Mane islam dorang?

Islam dorang hanya pada nama kot..

sedangkan islam tu bkn skadar kata nama,

islam tu kata kerja..

hmm..ksian umat Islam yg lain..

Korang seolah2 mencabar islam itu sndiri

Agama Allah… astaghfirullah..

Taubatlah wahai saudara2 seumat dgnku…

I beg your pardon. :’(

dia si chupa chups!

ni die budak jaat! nakal kot..
chupa chups xabes2. :P
ey budak! blaja rajin2. jd mace abe shah tu.
jgn maen je.. jage mira baik2,
don't  play2 with girl's heart ea..
kalo x kak na suh abe shah ktey kamu kuat2.hee
gud luck stdy, jage mama, adik2..em budak..

Monday, January 31, 2011

i love them so much!

sweet bro n cute lil sist (:
may Allah gives u all the best.

she is my beloved sister ever!

this is my beloved sista
the one that i respect the most.
with only little words,
she has change herself so much
i'm so glad with u, siti nur fazlin. (:
i love the way u r now.
uhibbuki fillah.. :')
may Allah bless u adik..

tudung labuh?

tudung labuh?

salah ke sy pkai tudung labuh?
knp mcm ramai yg xpuas hati bila sy pkai tdg labuh?
sampai ade yg tergelak tgk sy..
burok kah?
hodoh kah?
sy xkesah tu smua..

.....ee..xpanas ke..besa bapak tudung
.....drpd ko pakai tdg ni, baik ko pkai tudung yg
       cam indon tu..lawa pew..ustazah2 skrg pn dh
       pkai tdg camtu skrg. baru la up to date..
.....baik ko pkai telekong trus.
.....ee..selekeh la..

knp ade je org2 yg bg ayat mcm ni?

xpuas hati tgk sy pkai tdg labuh mcm skrg?
xkurang gak ade lak yg ckp..

......ko brubah sbb org ea?
......eleh.., kalo stakat nak pkai shari due je baik xyah..

hm..slh ke brubah ke arah kebaikan?
bukan ke Allah suka akan kebaikan?
atau.. sy slh?

.....eh2, asal ko pkai tudung ni lak?
ko kan da brubah..da pkai tdg labuh.. (ejek)

hm..slh ea kdg2 sy pkai tdg biase?
sy xcukup tdg labuh.
baru je nk berjinak2 nk pkai..
terpakse kne pnjam..
dah kalo xde, xkan xblh sy pkai tdg biase2.

sy tahu.. sy xperfect..
sy pn manusia mcm org lain..
slalu wat slh..
iman turun naik..
hmm..
ape pn, tanx buat kawan2 yg menyokong prubahan sy.

insyaAllah..yg baik itu sy kekalkan.
yg buruk itu sy hindarkan..
ya Allah..please help me.
i am Your Abdi..

ya Allah selamatkan sahabat2ku di sana. :(